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tiistaina, syyskuuta 30, 2008

tiistaina, syyskuuta 30, 2008

i cant believe
I cried today.
This is th first time i ever cried in a school.
Yeah...
and so many ppl think thats pathetic.
Crying over a bird.
Yeah I'm pathetic.
I know.
Of all things i cry over this.
Not even whn my grandfather died.
Not even when they split up.
now I do.
I cried because i felt useless.
I cried because they were so heartless.
I cried because I couldnt help.
People can risks lives for others just to save them;
and i cant even save a freaking bird.
And to that teacher,
what happened to all the lessons in life that taught us
never to give up?
to just try?
to put others before yourself?
to make others happy?
It was all just a lie.
They don't know the meaning of risk.
What happened to those values?
Respect?
How can I respect you now when you can just
leave a bird to die whn its freaking leg is dangling?
Is that what you would do if it were a human?
Leave him to die?
Would it still be a way of life?
Waiting for some "tiger" to eat him up.
This is exactly the same thing as racism.
Treating anything or anyone differently,
just because they're not like you.
oh yea...
im sure thats what they mean by the term RESPECT.
What about equality?
About justice?
About kindness?
Oh yeah....and about not leaving the school to look for it.
I apologize, but BE REALISTIC.
whats gonna happen to us if we leave for 5 minutes?
What CAN happen?

Those memories came back;
When my family would always house those sick pigeons till they could fly again.
I felt so helpless this time.
All I could do was watch as Crystal did her thing bravely,
and i cry.

And thank you to all those that helped,

I really appreciated it.

Thank you Nabilah,

for being thr.

Thank you Chanel,

for helping me cheering up.

Thank you maizurah,

for comforting me.

Thank you Crystal,

for understanding.

Thank you Yi Qian,

for coming to my rescue.

Thank you Grace,

for hugging me.HEHEHEH

Thank you Seri,

for the tissues.

Thank you Anna,

for telling me that you loved me.

Thank you Diyanah,

your crapping really helped!

Thank you Kelvin,

for that msg.

Thank you Nabil,

for making me laugh inside.

Thank you Si jie,

for telling me not to be sad.

Thank you Leon,

for letting me call out your name!

I think you wouldn't know.

but i was still feeling really really sad during recess.